I’m literally so stressed because I’m trying to juggle 20 things at once and I feel like I’m failing at all of them but I just know. I KNOW it will pay off in a year. Just trying to stay calm and peaceful because Dan and I are now 50/50 on custody and avoided trial and that is the biggest win of my year so far so everything else can suuuuck itttttt. I write this at midnight as I am about to pull an all nighter. Oh, and I built a trading bot today. So cool. I wish I had access to Anthropic’s SPV. They are going to take over the world.
April 19, 2026