I think I really fucked up with this guy I was talking to because I got too drunk last night and fell through on meeting up with him. It's too bad because I thought we had great chemistry. I'm never going to find love being in a different city each week but I do just need to lock in. When you become celibate for almost 3 years you just become super picky and selective and the bar is in heaven. But I think he's there.
Anyway I'm going to focus on work and hope life works out. Maybe he won't hate me anymore in a few months.